Silent

All of the things that I wanna say just aren't coming out right

-Lifehouse

Impending Implosion

there are tooooo many things going on! I think my brain will implode at any given moment now. ugggh I wish I had more hours in a day.... oh well :/

contradictions

All my life I've been good but now I'm thinking what the hell?!
-Avril Lavigne

You treat me like a baby then expect me to be a mature responsible adult. You say you trust me but watch me like a hawk. You've given me full liberty to do what I want and yet I'm always left out cuz "i didn't get permission". that's fair! o.O I get it that you're concerned for my wellbeing but come onnnn, how old do you think i am, 5?!

.......Later- my own contradiction: Maybe I should be more grateful for your sacrifices but maybe you can give me a little freedom once in a while, huh?

Perfect

A moment of contentment. of peace. of satisfaction. with the cool night breeze carrying a sweet flowery fragrance. with the moon giving off a dull glow. with the stars assembled in their familiar patterns. with the world around me quiet and serene. with a string of 'Subhanallah, Alhamdullilah, Allahuakbar' running through my mind. I somehow knew everything would be alright. that we would be happy together Inshallah. recalling the day and thinking this is easy. Perfect. Just Perfect.

It's Like That

It's a special occasion

Mimi's emancipation

A cause for celebration

I ain't gonna let nobody's drama bother me

Cause it's my night

No stress, no fights

I'm leaving it all behind

No tears, no time to cry

Just making the most of life

-Mariah Carey